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i'm stress over the scratch i did to my own car this morning. what comes in my mind is, the money that i need to spend for the repair. careless. perhaps i am too nervous. i'm in the mood of temperament disorder, my mind flash back a lot of things. mostly toward negative traits. i try to bring back the whole extraversion me and stop being an introvert. this may lead to depression. No No depression.

i'm hunger for a pampered vacation. i need to ease my loneliness [ straight ] . i just want to talk. not through phones, not through msn, through facebook or sms-es. that is why, i like to go on an official outstation duty. my ' passengers ' will talk to me. i felt that i still have friends, alike winnie the pooh and friends. friends from different skin colour and origins. i enjoy listen to people life stories. so,my choice of books are a biography and non-fictional books. a no no to novel.

my favourite childhood books would be the Dennis the Menace , Beano ,Tin Tin ,老夫子, the old days primary pictorial dictionay book . i have given away those books. i couldn't find it. i should keep it last time. very beautiful illustration books. i thought i have to share the good books with others though i cherished them. i'm gonna search them back at my aunt's place. i hope they are not given away. : (

do you remember him. this were in the illustration books. i love the TV version too. i'm getting obsessed to share what i had during my childhood. need to go. i have to get prepared to bed. i am feeling better after i recall the good things i had during my childhood period.