Had a movie date with colleagues after a long day of work. Non-stop. At first, we were to watch another movie act by Natalie and Ashton. The last show was on 7pm. So we picked the Black Swan. I had longer to watch this before as noted of her taking the classes for this movie. It was an awesome show. This reminded of my days. A person that lost its emotion control and suffering sort of mental illness and depression by the cause of depression. I was sometimes, in this position, where I lost controls. Burst to tears for hours in the night for no reason. Hate a person where he/she don't even do any bad things on you. I knew that I need to overcome stress and be relax in order to get things right. Before this happening, I was about to stress the later part where it has yet to happen. Could it be, I think too much. I really want to overcome before it takes over me. I have stress living with my owner. Everyday, I keep reminding myself, to wipe the basin and sink after use, make sure the s...